Recently, I stumbled upon a facebook page for the Clemson Tiger. I tried adding him, and it said "Sorry, this user already has too many friend requests." Seriously, it's not like Clemson football's keeping him that busy. Let's just say that I feel my $20K a year should buy me friendship with this cat.. no pun intended.
okay, so maybe it was.
11.10.2010
11.08.2010
it's the simple things
These two things have made my life better recently.
check out the massive tree in our dorm room:
and all 65 of my support letters: dunzo.
check out the massive tree in our dorm room:
and all 65 of my support letters: dunzo.
11.04.2010
50 degrees in Clemson
I'm a seasonal snob. I tend to appreciate fall and spring on a completely different level than summer or winter. Maybe that's normal, or it's just because I'm an in-between kind of person. I have a hard time making decisions and choosing between extremes, so balance is good for me- although I never really get there, but I digress.
As the weather cools down in Clemson and I pack up my Nike shorts and Rainbows, I reach a borderline depression stage. RIP warm weather and slack clothes. However, today, on my usual fast-paced walk to Brackett because I'm always late, I found a new appreciation for this season of winter. Of course, there are many great things that come with cold weather, but if nothing else, winter brings us more clothes. Yes, I mean, no more girls walking around in no clothes. I'm not trying to say I'm the most modest girl on the planet, but some people just really push this "no dress code" thing. But now, they can't- they'd freeze. It's beautiful, really.
So, all I really want to say is, here's to winter and the modesty it brings.
As the weather cools down in Clemson and I pack up my Nike shorts and Rainbows, I reach a borderline depression stage. RIP warm weather and slack clothes. However, today, on my usual fast-paced walk to Brackett because I'm always late, I found a new appreciation for this season of winter. Of course, there are many great things that come with cold weather, but if nothing else, winter brings us more clothes. Yes, I mean, no more girls walking around in no clothes. I'm not trying to say I'm the most modest girl on the planet, but some people just really push this "no dress code" thing. But now, they can't- they'd freeze. It's beautiful, really.
So, all I really want to say is, here's to winter and the modesty it brings.
11.03.2010
so long
Try to hold your excitement, but we're about to try something new.
PART 1: I wrote this on 10/28/10, and never finished, but I don't feel like wasting all the time and energy it took to write it by not posting.
Hey guys. Confession: I wish I was better at blogging. With that out of the way, let me tell you what's been consuming my thoughts for the past few days. A couple of weeks ago, randomly at Crosspoint Fall Getaway, a girl I barely knew told me about a trip to India over Christmas. Katelyn from BCM is leading a group to meet up with some missionaries to help their students put on a winter conference for local believers. I'm a little fuzzy on all those details, but I talked to Katelyn multiple times and prayed and thought about it, and thought some more, and confused myself, and Peyton and other people talked some sense into me, and prayed about it more. ps, I overanalyze everything. I talked to my parents a lot about it, and obviously, they have a hard time letting their 18 year-old American daughter go to a foreign country with only about a seven-week notice, missing the holidays, and finding someway to meet that $2800 price tag. But they're getting there.
I won't take you through the crash course of logic that's been going through my head- concerned with how I would raise that amount of money in such a short time, but also remembering that money is no big deal to the God who created everything we see; trying to hear my parents out but also trying to not let anything be of greater value than God's call; freaking out because I'm the most inconsistent person on the planet, but remembering that God can use anyone for His glory and any situation to teach me- but I will say that if I go to India or not, God's definitely used this situation already in my life.
First, it's been really cool to realize that I want to go. Not just to India, but go. I don't know what that'll look like for my life, but especially since Ecuador, I've just been captivated by international missions. God certainly calls and commands every believer to go, and that looks different for different people (so thankful for our anti-cookie cutter God!), but I feel like He puts desires in our hearts for the type of ministry He's calling us to. What I'm trying to say is that so often, I recognize what I want to do, but I dismiss that as a reason for actually doing, for fear of basing a decision on my flippant emotions. But now I'm seeing that I sometimes make decisions more complicated than they should be because I ignore that God can use our heart's desires to push us in the way He wants to use us for His glory.
Second, it's been awesome to see the way God works in so many ways surrounding a decision. It's not like He's just using this situation to teach me- He's using it to teach my parents, my friends, and other people around me. My parents' faith is certainly growing, and it's so encouraging to hear them say things like "As your parents, the only thing we want to say is 'no'. But, recognizing that you belong to God first, who are we to limit how He wants to use you?" and "We know that the center of God's will is the safest place for you to be, even if that's halfway around the world." Also, just like in Ecuador, it's growing the faith of the people around me, who may sacrificing money to support me.
And last (for today), I want to recognize that there is faith to say 'yes' but there is faith to accept 'no's as well. I might not be able to go to India. I might not have the money, my parents might ultimately not feel comfortable letting me go, or some other reason might come up. Since God is sovereign, I trust that wherever I am for Christmas, there are reasons- there are opportunities- there will be lessons that conform me to the image of Christ.
PART 2: Now, about a week later, I have an update.
I'M GOING TO INDIA!! God is faithful. My parents felt a lot better once they got some more information and have agreed to let me go. I'm in the beginning phases of fundraising- this also means that if you've played a big role in my life someway, you'll probably be getting a support letter in the mail sometime soon. love ya mean it! I'll keep you guys posted on what God teaches me as I prepare with the team. Please, please keep us in your prayers!
Also, I hate to plug fundraising into my blog, but-
I'm selling these shirts to raise money. $10 short-sleeve. $15 long-sleeve.
Basically, I get money to go to India. You get a t-shirt. Win, win. But, if you're not easily convinced:
1) It's getting closer to winter, and no one has enough long-sleeve t-shirts. You might think you'll be wearing cute clothes all winter, but you know during exams, you'll want a warm, comfy t-shirt. Why not buy one for $15, instead of $20 most other places? Irresistible.
2) Christmas is coming soon.. cheap and early gift shopping. All I'm saying.
3) The shirts are dark green. Always a good color for hunting season.
4) It took me so long to fit that verse into the outline of India. Help me know it wasn't a waste of my time.
5) Have a hard time evangelizing? Wear the shirt. Random guy thinks "this Brennan kid is crazy for going to India over Christmas" and asks you about it. Uhh, plug for Jesus!
6) I already have a lot of people signed up to order; go with the flo, right? (kidding..)
But for real, just consider how you could support our team- if that's through prayer, buying a t-shirt, or donating any amount of money. God is always faithful to provide for us, so pray about if God is calling you to be a part of this trip through giving. If not, that's okay. Thanks!
PART 1: I wrote this on 10/28/10, and never finished, but I don't feel like wasting all the time and energy it took to write it by not posting.
Hey guys. Confession: I wish I was better at blogging. With that out of the way, let me tell you what's been consuming my thoughts for the past few days. A couple of weeks ago, randomly at Crosspoint Fall Getaway, a girl I barely knew told me about a trip to India over Christmas. Katelyn from BCM is leading a group to meet up with some missionaries to help their students put on a winter conference for local believers. I'm a little fuzzy on all those details, but I talked to Katelyn multiple times and prayed and thought about it, and thought some more, and confused myself, and Peyton and other people talked some sense into me, and prayed about it more. ps, I overanalyze everything. I talked to my parents a lot about it, and obviously, they have a hard time letting their 18 year-old American daughter go to a foreign country with only about a seven-week notice, missing the holidays, and finding someway to meet that $2800 price tag. But they're getting there.
I won't take you through the crash course of logic that's been going through my head- concerned with how I would raise that amount of money in such a short time, but also remembering that money is no big deal to the God who created everything we see; trying to hear my parents out but also trying to not let anything be of greater value than God's call; freaking out because I'm the most inconsistent person on the planet, but remembering that God can use anyone for His glory and any situation to teach me- but I will say that if I go to India or not, God's definitely used this situation already in my life.
First, it's been really cool to realize that I want to go. Not just to India, but go. I don't know what that'll look like for my life, but especially since Ecuador, I've just been captivated by international missions. God certainly calls and commands every believer to go, and that looks different for different people (so thankful for our anti-cookie cutter God!), but I feel like He puts desires in our hearts for the type of ministry He's calling us to. What I'm trying to say is that so often, I recognize what I want to do, but I dismiss that as a reason for actually doing, for fear of basing a decision on my flippant emotions. But now I'm seeing that I sometimes make decisions more complicated than they should be because I ignore that God can use our heart's desires to push us in the way He wants to use us for His glory.
Second, it's been awesome to see the way God works in so many ways surrounding a decision. It's not like He's just using this situation to teach me- He's using it to teach my parents, my friends, and other people around me. My parents' faith is certainly growing, and it's so encouraging to hear them say things like "As your parents, the only thing we want to say is 'no'. But, recognizing that you belong to God first, who are we to limit how He wants to use you?" and "We know that the center of God's will is the safest place for you to be, even if that's halfway around the world." Also, just like in Ecuador, it's growing the faith of the people around me, who may sacrificing money to support me.
And last (for today), I want to recognize that there is faith to say 'yes' but there is faith to accept 'no's as well. I might not be able to go to India. I might not have the money, my parents might ultimately not feel comfortable letting me go, or some other reason might come up. Since God is sovereign, I trust that wherever I am for Christmas, there are reasons- there are opportunities- there will be lessons that conform me to the image of Christ.
PART 2: Now, about a week later, I have an update.
I'M GOING TO INDIA!! God is faithful. My parents felt a lot better once they got some more information and have agreed to let me go. I'm in the beginning phases of fundraising- this also means that if you've played a big role in my life someway, you'll probably be getting a support letter in the mail sometime soon. love ya mean it! I'll keep you guys posted on what God teaches me as I prepare with the team. Please, please keep us in your prayers!
Also, I hate to plug fundraising into my blog, but-
I'm selling these shirts to raise money. $10 short-sleeve. $15 long-sleeve.
Basically, I get money to go to India. You get a t-shirt. Win, win. But, if you're not easily convinced:
1) It's getting closer to winter, and no one has enough long-sleeve t-shirts. You might think you'll be wearing cute clothes all winter, but you know during exams, you'll want a warm, comfy t-shirt. Why not buy one for $15, instead of $20 most other places? Irresistible.
2) Christmas is coming soon.. cheap and early gift shopping. All I'm saying.
3) The shirts are dark green. Always a good color for hunting season.
4) It took me so long to fit that verse into the outline of India. Help me know it wasn't a waste of my time.
5) Have a hard time evangelizing? Wear the shirt. Random guy thinks "this Brennan kid is crazy for going to India over Christmas" and asks you about it. Uhh, plug for Jesus!
6) I already have a lot of people signed up to order; go with the flo, right? (kidding..)
But for real, just consider how you could support our team- if that's through prayer, buying a t-shirt, or donating any amount of money. God is always faithful to provide for us, so pray about if God is calling you to be a part of this trip through giving. If not, that's okay. Thanks!
10.21.2010
two blogs in two days- I know, crazy.
Here are some random bits of truth that I've come across in, say, the past half hour. I hope they encourage you!
"Yes, I am thankful for gorgeous flowers, sweet aromas, and the delicate taste of well-prepared food. I am thankful for the many people in my life, for sunsets and rivers, for mountains and animals. And I am thankful for how each of these things in some way reflects the glory of God. But most of all I am thankful that God has broken the power of these things over me and is teaching me not to look to them for the satisfaction of my soul." - Paul David Tripp
"In the heart of every young woman lies the intrinsic desire to be found beautiful. But when we come to Jesus, we exchange our desires to be noticed and appreciated for the desire that He and He alone would shine gloriously through our beings. Maybe no one will ever notice us. But that makes no difference as long as they notice Him shining through us. We can waste precious time and energy searching for something of worth and value in our own souls. Or we can join the ranks of historical set-apart women and declare, "less of me and more of Him!" That is when our souls will sparkle with the spectacular beauty of Jesus Christ." - Leslie Ludy: Set-Apart Femininity
O Lord, help me never to expect any happiness from the world, but only in thee. Let me not think that I shall be more happy by living to myself, for I can only be happy if employed for thee, and if I desire to live in this world only to do and suffer what thou dost allot me. Teach me that if I do not live a life that satisfies thee, I shall not live a life that will satisfy myself. Help me to desire the spirit and temper of angels who willingly come down to this lower world to perform thy will, though their desires are heavenly, and not set in the least upon earthy things; then I shall be of that temper I ought to have. Help me not to think of living to thee in my own strength, but always to look to and rely on thee for assistance. Teach me that there is no greater truth than this, that I can do nothing of myself. Lord, this is the life that no unconverted man can live, yet it is an end that every godly soul presses after; let it be then my concern to devote myself and all to thee. Make me more fruitful and more spiritual, for barrenness is my daily affliction and load. How precious is time, and how painful to see it fly with little done to good purpose! I need thy help: O may my soul sensibly depend upon thee for all sanctification, and every accomplishment of thy purposes, for me, for the world, and for thy kingdom. -Valley of Vision
I'm learning.
"Yes, I am thankful for gorgeous flowers, sweet aromas, and the delicate taste of well-prepared food. I am thankful for the many people in my life, for sunsets and rivers, for mountains and animals. And I am thankful for how each of these things in some way reflects the glory of God. But most of all I am thankful that God has broken the power of these things over me and is teaching me not to look to them for the satisfaction of my soul." - Paul David Tripp
"In the heart of every young woman lies the intrinsic desire to be found beautiful. But when we come to Jesus, we exchange our desires to be noticed and appreciated for the desire that He and He alone would shine gloriously through our beings. Maybe no one will ever notice us. But that makes no difference as long as they notice Him shining through us. We can waste precious time and energy searching for something of worth and value in our own souls. Or we can join the ranks of historical set-apart women and declare, "less of me and more of Him!" That is when our souls will sparkle with the spectacular beauty of Jesus Christ." - Leslie Ludy: Set-Apart Femininity
O Lord, help me never to expect any happiness from the world, but only in thee. Let me not think that I shall be more happy by living to myself, for I can only be happy if employed for thee, and if I desire to live in this world only to do and suffer what thou dost allot me. Teach me that if I do not live a life that satisfies thee, I shall not live a life that will satisfy myself. Help me to desire the spirit and temper of angels who willingly come down to this lower world to perform thy will, though their desires are heavenly, and not set in the least upon earthy things; then I shall be of that temper I ought to have. Help me not to think of living to thee in my own strength, but always to look to and rely on thee for assistance. Teach me that there is no greater truth than this, that I can do nothing of myself. Lord, this is the life that no unconverted man can live, yet it is an end that every godly soul presses after; let it be then my concern to devote myself and all to thee. Make me more fruitful and more spiritual, for barrenness is my daily affliction and load. How precious is time, and how painful to see it fly with little done to good purpose! I need thy help: O may my soul sensibly depend upon thee for all sanctification, and every accomplishment of thy purposes, for me, for the world, and for thy kingdom. -Valley of Vision
I'm learning.
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