2.22.2010

sen10r

I'm not sure how I feel about all this.. all of these lasts. And on top of that, I'm not even reacting how I thought I would. Being a Camden-grown, football-loving, thought-the-town-closed-on-Friday-night-because-everyone-was-at-the-game kind of girl, I definitely thought I would cry quite at bit on Senior Night at Zemp or at my last football game. Well, I didn't. As much as I'm not a fan of basketball season, I thought that maybe some tears would come my way when we lost during playoffs. Well, they didn't. And maybe- as much as I really, really am not a fan of Meet the Bulldogs- I thought that I would be a little emotional as I cheered my last at Camden High. Well, I wasn't.

Now, for any of you who know me, you know that I can cry pretty easily. It's actually pretty embarrassing sometimes. So, this lack of emotion is surprising, to say the least. and I'm kind of expecting some huge emotional breakdown at some strangely insignificant moment- which is scary. Maybe I'll be turning in a calculus assignment, and burst into tears; walking across the Commons and see Coach Ammons and start bawling; maybe sending off my last scholarship application (oh wait. those will be tears of joy). Who knows, but I feel like I understand everything that's happening but it hasn't hit me yet.



For all you seniors out there-
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  1. alexFebruary 23, 2010 at 4:46 PM

    yea i really don't feel like a senior at all , like all the other seniors seem so much older than me and this is my first year at shs so still getting use to it but i think our graduation day is June 5 ( i don't know much about graduations but i would love to see you, luke, kayla and whoever else graduate if thats possible) and also http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=moL4MkJ-aLk

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  2. DanFebruary 23, 2010 at 10:56 PM

    I came up with a formal definition of senioritis today. Someone said, "I've got senioritis. I don't want to do any school work." And I responded, "Senioritis doesn't mean that you don't WANT to do any work. I haven't wanted to do any work since freshman year. Senioritis means that you not only don't want to do school work, but you actually stop doing it just because you don't want to."

    And if that didn't make any sense, here's my second definition of Senioritis: playing shuffleboard in the library during study hall.

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